thatonepoe
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We are the ones who will never be broken. With our final breath, we fight to the death.
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Post by thatonepoe on Oct 28, 2014 17:14:14 GMT -5
As I watch the world through my well worn mask, I see things people hope I don't. I see their pain and fears, brought to me in a stark light. They don't want to share them with me, but something about me persuades them to.
I sit and listen, hoping they don't notice my own problems I bury to help them. My own fears take second to my friends and family's fears, as do my own concerns.
They confess their fears and their problems, and ask for my advice I try my best to help them, but I can do no more than give them meaningless words. Words that if I had spoken them with less confidence, they would have brought ruin upon my friend.
I stand by and watch their lives become perfect, as I wish my own would be. How I want my life to be as heaven is, only to be stuck in an endless hell. With only one bright spot to focus on, yet even that seems immeasureably far away.
The light is there, trying to bring me from my abyss of pain and suffering. It tries all day, but something compels me to stay I know not what it is, only that it does not like the light. It wants me to stay with the dark, as I have for so many years.
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Post by The Katarite on Oct 28, 2014 17:27:31 GMT -5
That is quite the first post, sir. Technically, this defines psychologists and those who are always out to help others and not exactly address the issues within themselves.
The Authors' Alliance will love to see your introduction into the community by posting in the Introductions thread! See you there!
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