Post by deadanarchy on Oct 30, 2014 4:08:36 GMT -5
((Another random musing of mine.))
For all this time I tried to be something I am not, I tried to not be human. I left my emotions in the dust, forced away any thought of remorse and became stone.
Well I am done with that, it is time for me to be a god damn human. For all this time I grew cared about few and then I neglected the few. I made myself weak and made myself believe I hated myself, when in truth I had forsaken myself.
I wanted to be stone, but stone erodes over time slowly, while being flesh and bone means I am made to be broken and become stronger. So I choose to finally stand strong and be human for once. I am taking back my soul and claiming my heart for myself again. So you want it? Come and take it from my corpse if you can for it's not yours it's mine. I am claiming remorse and learning that it is not as crippling as I believed.
What crippled me more was my uncaring for myself, I had stopped caring if I died and gained a death wish, well no more I want to live and not have a permanent escape to these temporary
For all this time I tried to be something I am not, I tried to not be human. I left my emotions in the dust, forced away any thought of remorse and became stone.
Well I am done with that, it is time for me to be a god damn human. For all this time I grew cared about few and then I neglected the few. I made myself weak and made myself believe I hated myself, when in truth I had forsaken myself.
I wanted to be stone, but stone erodes over time slowly, while being flesh and bone means I am made to be broken and become stronger. So I choose to finally stand strong and be human for once. I am taking back my soul and claiming my heart for myself again. So you want it? Come and take it from my corpse if you can for it's not yours it's mine. I am claiming remorse and learning that it is not as crippling as I believed.
What crippled me more was my uncaring for myself, I had stopped caring if I died and gained a death wish, well no more I want to live and not have a permanent escape to these temporary
