Post by sitohruharuno on Nov 20, 2014 12:40:03 GMT -5
I've been trying to find a way to release
But lately words haven't been doing it...
That was always how I could deal,
Write it out and walk away,
After five or six poems, I'd be stable.
Now I don't know how to release.
What do you expect me to do
When I don't know what I'm feeling
And I've lost every sense of control?
I'm itching to be fixed
Though I never really realized
When I started cracking,
Yet here I am, broken.
The drug they call "words" is no longer strong enough
To sustain my addiction
With releasing emotions
So where do I turn?
See, nothings strong enough anymore,
Especially not me...
I'm breaking down over complete strangers
And looking in a pitch black room
For a light
(Where did it go?
Who shut it off?)
Where can I find a fix strong enough
To let me feel alive?
But lately words haven't been doing it...
That was always how I could deal,
Write it out and walk away,
After five or six poems, I'd be stable.
Now I don't know how to release.
What do you expect me to do
When I don't know what I'm feeling
And I've lost every sense of control?
I'm itching to be fixed
Though I never really realized
When I started cracking,
Yet here I am, broken.
The drug they call "words" is no longer strong enough
To sustain my addiction
With releasing emotions
So where do I turn?
See, nothings strong enough anymore,
Especially not me...
I'm breaking down over complete strangers
And looking in a pitch black room
For a light
(Where did it go?
Who shut it off?)
Where can I find a fix strong enough
To let me feel alive?
